it's now or never!!!

It was just a few days back, I found myself scribbling this in my notebook.I am still not sure what made me write this for everything was absolutely fine then!!!But when I read it today I find it in perfect sync with the present and also as destiny's way of indicating about the things it had in store for me.....


Some acceptances to be made,
Some stories,untold,to be said
though never came out as words,
doesn't mean all that didn't hurt..

All that might seem absolutely nothing to you,
but the loser is me,unable to find anew,
to share my pain and hold my tears.
for i still see in you, my partner for years..

you stayed so close, you were so near
i felt like a child without any fear.
and now when you are going,as you say for ever
i need to tell this,for it's now or never..

yes!!!i need to tell this,for it's now or never...

for that one soul..

Your skin glows like the strawberry,
blossoms adorable as the may lily in the purest hope of spring.
My heart follows your flute voice and leaps like a squirrel at the whisper of your name.
The evening floats in on a great sparrow wing.
I am comforted by your smile that I carry into the twilight of sunbeams
and hold next to my eyes.
I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears.
As my eyes fall from my , it reminds me of you .
In the quiet, I listen for the last of the day.
My heart leaps to my joy.
I wait in the moonlight for you so that we may as one,go
in search of the magnificence and mystical ways of love.

alive...no more!!!

This one is for all my classmates sitting close to me ,who must have noticed my continuous scribbling and that too using some seemingly alien symbols. Actually those alien symbols are the Russian alphabets and what i keep scribbling .....here is a sample of that...


When the colour of sky starts turning grey,
the time I am left with is just few days ,
spare me the pain ,which I might not bear,
me lying in peace,and you shedding tears...

Why get a big bouquet for me,
When I am no more around and able to see ,
you just got to let out a brief cold sigh,
utter my name and bid me bye....

Don't tell folks I was a saint,
Or anything you know I ain't ,
you've got stuff you feel must be said,
please let me know before i am dead...

If you have roses, bless your soul,
Just put them in my buttonhole,
But do it while I'm at my best,
Instead of when I'm safe at rest.